Am I Emo, Scene or Goth?

I’ve never been soo obsessed with any band before I’ve seen Tokio Hotel.

This is my only chance of loving and obsessing over a band and everyone makes fun and call me ‘emo’ just because of them.

WTF is that bullshit?

They should seriously get there fucking facts straight because I am not Emo, I am not Scene, and I am not Goth. And don’t even try to start with me on being a Prep because I am most deffinatly not a damn Prep.

Sorry for swearing so much, but dang, everyone should just stop freaking judging other people!

Or atleast get to know someone before you judge.

Obviously my family needs to get to know me more than people who don’t know me!

That’s sad isn’t it?

Well I just had to come and blog about it.

Now that I’ve gotten it all out and not bottled up (like always) I’m going to bed. Night er, Mornin’

Sexuality

I just wanna know one thing… How the fuck can I tell my parent’s that I’m gay? Because I’m kind of hiding my girlfriend from them and now my girl is bummed out. Like, how the fuck am I supposed to come out just like that when I am just finding out my sexual orientation!?

I can’t keep her waiting forever just for me to tell them that I’m gay.

Should I tell them when I’m drunk? Or sober?

I’ve been hinting around by my mom that I like girls, by now I think she knows, but I’ve always denied that I am and even if I do tell them, then my brother will be all like, “Ew, you fucking lesbian.” And if I say something back to him we’d get mad at each other.

If you’re gay, bi, or lez, how did you tell your parents you’re gay?

Oh. Yay.

I guess  didn’t my Christmas List number 1, but I did get some clothes and  new tongue rings.

T.V Commercials are irritating. All they do is talk about how much their company is better than the others. Jack in the Box for example, they’re compairing themselves with McDonald’s and Burger King. Everytime I see that comercial I’m always, like, “I can go to Denny’s or Perkins, just to go eat breakfast for lunch and dinner!” It’s goddamn immature how every company has to compare each other.

Anyway, I have 13 more days until I am officially 18!! YAY!

It’s very, very hard to eat Sunchips and Sunflower Seeds when you got a hoop for a tongue ring and a regular tongue ring in my tongue. Wow, that’s a lot of tongue. Haha.

Oh, man…

I had an awesome day on Friday.

I forgot my 140 dollars at home, went to the bank, my dad gave me a hundred-fourty in all twenties, shopped, came home, made my dad buy me some Smirnoff, read my book, and then dozed off to sleep. Right when I woke up I was like, “Damn, did I just fall asleep?” I got up and didn’t drink my Smirnoff until a friend came and drank with me, but I really didn’t want anybody there with me, because I know I get very, very boring when I’m drunk or stoned, but atleast I had a little fun.

You know how some guys try to, like, tickle you just to get you in the mood?

Yeeaahh..

I just wanted to say something about that….

So yeah I just wanted to write out how retarded Friday was

Christmas, Money and Native Americans and White People.

15 days until Christmas! Ohmygoodness! 17 days until my birthday! OHMYFREAKINGGOD!! 

Christmas List #1:

1. iPod Touch.
2. Nose piercing w/Rayanne.
3. Shop out the Miley clothes in Wal-Mart.

Christmas List #2:

1. Verizon Droid
2. Clothes
3. Atleast 4 pairs of Converse in 4 different colors.
4. A dress (OMG, I know!)
5. Camera
6. Xbox 360 w/Live

I want to get more, too, but that’s what I really, really want to get.

Well, I’m starting my Christmas early this year and then late again. Early because I get Christmas money from the Tribal, and late again because I get my payment from the Native American Rights Fund, or, Individual Indian Moneys (IIM)

White people who know about it think we only get it because most of us are poor, but you don’t see my people laying on the ground in front of an old building. Actually my family has good money because we actually work. And about the poor part, that’s not actually true!

I hate it when White people think they know Native Americans very, very well. What they don’t know is that we don’t smoke cigars and drink Whiskey everyfuckingday.  I only see big time celebs, rich stuck up white people, and old people smoking cigars. There is only a small amount of Native’s that drink Whiskey. I only see White people drinking that Whiskey! Actually, I’m starting to think it’s an old people drink for the whites.

Oh! Oh, I am getting sick and tired of them saying a bunch of bullshit about them bringing over the electronics, school, and food! Well, before they came over and took my people’s mother-tongue away, we had did many different things, like, the men/boys went hunting and the woman made things and other stuff. Let me guess what you white people did in Europe, UK, where ever you came from, men went out and drank and planned to take over the world whilst the woman stayed home, cooked and clean and took care of their children… Well, I know that’s not entirely true for what the men did, but I know the drinking part was true.

Anyway, I don’t feel like ranting about the White people because I am deffinitly not racist! It’s just that I fucking can’t stand when White people talk so much shit about how we live.

Rap

It’s pretty damn boring when you stay up all night by yourself, yet it’s very peaceful, but then again you don’t have anyone to talk to; which brings us back to boring.

Anyway.

Hello there

It feels like I’m gonna ramble on and on about Rap tonight, so that’s what I’m gonna do.

Let’s start off with Rap, shall we? It’s the most stupidest genre I’ve ever heard! Like, seriously! All they do is sing, er, talk about drugs, sex, money, and then more sex. They probably never even had sex for all we know. I do admit that I like some Rap songs, but that’s because they’re over the age of 25 and they know what the hell they’re talking/singing about and I do like certain Rappers and I do have a little girly crush on Snoop Dogg…. That boy’s just lucky he’s married and has three kids…

Not that I know or anything

Oh, Justin Bieber! Isn’t he cute?

I just had to point out how cute that kid is

Oh, PS, I hope you like my Christmas Theme I found it in the theme thingy-ma-jiger and I like it… It, um, well, goes with Christmas

Hello world!

Apparently this is supposed to be my first blog, but I didn’t see this one so I guess it’s my second one